January 10, 2013 journal, let us take inventory of where we stand with the God Almighty. It is appointed unto man once to die and after that the judgment. Do you trust your self to take this journey because it is a one-way street and we all need to be right when we go. We may have lived good and been generous and have done good works even though we know we are saved by Grace and not by good works but if we are saved we will do good works. We are ordered to keep his commandments if we are to be in the kingdom of God. We must tell the truth always and quote the Scriptures correctly as best we know how to. Ignorance is no excuse with God when he will show us the way of truth and right always. Do you know a minister of the gospel that you trust with your eternal life to get ready for heaven? Can you feel the power of the Holy Spirit on him and from him to pray for you? Do you pray God to sanctify your heart and mind from all evil and give you assurance of your salvation? Is any thing in your heart or life you consider more important than God? Are you sure of the name of God by which you pray? He did not actually need another person to pray with you are confessed to, all you need is to get on your knees before God. I wonder if Hillary Clinton now thinks about what she and Bill did in vetoing the late term abortion bills. Can you imagine the horror's of an innocent life mutilated in their mother's womb. being mutilated question of Thank you for showing my art. You are always such a great encouragement and light to my pathway. I wish you and the museum a very happy and successful 2013. I hope you will restore your site link to a our collaborations' thecolorfulapocalypse.com. We are adding to that website the 2 we painted at the University of Wisconsin during the summer, collaboration No. 5 Mystery 2012 Babylon 10 by 20 ft. and collaboration No. 6 Apocalypse 9 by 12 ft. appearing so similar to what happened to the great city and the Eastern seacoast from Hurricane Sandy. I have a suggestion for you to show for the hundredth anniversary of the Federal Reserve December 23, 2013 and their reckless conduct causing the stock market crash of 1929. Knowing that most of our artificial national debt is owed to them as our private bankers as money creators from nothing. Abraham Lincoln printed money from the U.S. Treasury and John F. Kennedy signed an executive order to abolish the Federal Reserve but it was ignored after his sudden tragic and untimely death. We are a nation of violence actually. I want to slow time down and I have felt very uneasy with moving into 2013. The stage act in Congress is a battle between the rich and poor. People talk of moving to foreign countries but I must stick it out here. I have no money so taxes is not my problem. The TV news showed people fleeing France and their 75% tax rate. They are reportedly going to Belgium for a better tax rate. America used to have 70 percent tax on the wealthy but now it seems to be about from 0 to 30%. America may be the best tax haven yet. America is basically ignoring the homeless as banks are continuing their foreclosures. Homeless people of America are coming back to haunt us in the end. When we visited India I had never seen such homelessness but even they are coming out it. Only America is continuing to worsen the problem by the greedy banking system while they receive Fed bailouts repeatedly to cover the foolish greedy trading in worthless derivatives losses. I will try to sent you digital photos of our 2 latest collaborations'. It is already happening. Collaboration No. 5 shows the global blood flow from wars and slavery worldwide such as Bangladesh fire that killed so many kids locked up in that sweatshop factory for Wal-Mart. America has joined the genocide of the world as all nations are now in chaos. Wal-Mart exports a $billion per day out of America that could recirculate here to employee people. Radical capitalism is as bad as radical socialism resulting in slavery. The buildup of China to be part of the Great Battle of Armageddon is the Revelation. Pat Robertson on his 700 Club today expressed "America needs to bring all our troops home because we can no longer afford to keep them overseas" I agree with him on that issue but he continued to say we need a stronger military to destroy Iran to protect our children's future. Every person we kill overseas is a nail the America's coffin destroying our children's future. The physical cliff does not exist because of the national debt. It does not matter how much money we owe to the Federal Reserve because its way too big to ever be paid off anyway. America needs to default on the national debt. Pat Roberson is like the voices crying in the wilderness of Washington to cut entitlements even though Social Security and Medicare are fully paid for by the people that draw on it. ----------------- thank you Rebecca. You make my day. Frank has a very appropriate painting on the dreadful Supreme Court he sent me a print of. The Republicans blocked a key part of the new health care abomination bill about blocking the public option to opt out completely. Ze wrongs of America are growing everyday and Congress has become a zoo of zombies. killing by satellite guided predator drones has become the fastest growing commercial enterprise negating the due process of law but digging the grave deeper for America. I do not understand the televangelist mega church terminal philosophy of promoting war against Iran. The Protestant church doctrine is to strictly keep the 10 Commandments which forbids murder. I fear the blood will be on their hands and their children forever. If I were president I would give everybody money so everybody would be happy and it would cure the welfare system, boost economy. it would sure be a lot cheaper to give the money to the people as opposed to bailing out banks. It would not devalue the dollar any-more than bailing out the banks. I would make healthcare free for everybody. That's the one thing I like about France is their free healthcare no questions asked and even free laundry if you need it. Did you see Sicko by Michael Moore on the French system? Yair Davidiy from Jerusalem now has a book out entitled Khazar 13 competing with the book the 13th Tribe you apprised me of by author Arthur Koestler very well researched, he met with tragedy soon after that book was published. Davidiy reveals the 10 lost tribes of Israel migration to the British Isles and eventually to the United States was the tribe of Manasseh while Britain is believed to be largely from the tribe of Ephram. Ephram & Manasseh as you know are the half tribes from the two sons of Joseph from the House of Jacob/Israel. I have Davidiys series of books on the migration of the 10 lost tribes of Israel and they are very good confirming my previous knowledge of British Israel. We traveled Israel in the 70's to purchase religious articles such as mother of pearl and olive wood backed Bibles for our retail stores from the Jordanian Arabs in Bethlehem. The Christian world or at least the Protestant Christian world seems to forget Arab people are also the children of Abraham through Ishmael. That's hypocritical. I have the digital photos of our 2 collaborations' and we are trying to cut them down to e-mail size unless you have a special account we can upload them to. sincerely. ----------------------- . I am not on your mailing list and do not get your invitations to artists to submit their art works for your annual show. I never know what the show is entitled until I see it online usually after the show opens. I will tell Norbert the good news that you are considering showing our 2 New collaborations' after June with Frank Bruno's amazing art works. Mystery Babylon we showed after completion at Green Bay Wisconsin, the University Gallery in July and Apocalypse in southern Wisconsin at the University of Wisconsin at White Water in October. Both shows were very successful, the students were excited. They did not have space at Whitewater for the 20 ft. Mystery Babylon so they laid it down and rolled out all the lobby floor. people had to walk around it but it was still a big hit. Norbert- Rebecca just told me she is considering showing our 2 New collaborations' with the work of Frank Bruno after June. I assume she means from June to September. Samuel is trying to reduce the density and send her the photos. I hope these work out for the American visionary Art Museum in Baltimore. We will send you a copy of the reduced density photos. ---------------------------------------- I focus on the future but my mind goes back during the night of course to my failure. I feel condemned. of would like to live my life over and do a better job for my family and the Ministry. I'm sure Adam and Eve would like to live their life over as well. the scripture such as God's Spirit will not always strive with man drives me, frightens me. The Lord has healed 3 life threatening no sleep for months with a dry mouth and throat plus my skin burning like fire. He surely still has to work for me to do. I would like to live life over using better wisdom of God and denying myself the world influence. There is one question I need to ask you before I can move on and that is if we are to pray in the name of Yesu as opposed to Jesus. Christ tells us that when we pray to pray "Our Father which art in heaven". Are we to pray our father Yahweh in the name of Yesu/Christ our savior? Always? The scripture says he is called by many names like great and savior, Messiah, Prince of Peace. Is it fatal to the Christian spirit to pray in Jesus name? The Lord is supplying our needs and for that I am thankful. You are my guiding light and had our business not failed resulting in losing everything we had I would of never met you and learned the name of Christ the Messiah as being Yesu. I feel my life of a was is wasted at for a time I felt my art was wasted but then the paintings we did at the University of Wisconsin did much to restore my confidence. What language do the Russian Khazars speak. Yair Davidiy says the Khazars are Israelites of the 10 lost tribes just like us but I looked it up and they speak Yiddish. If they were from the House of Israel would they not have spoken Hebrew? That seems to be the key. Most I consider all the Christian television stations to the Antichrist preachers but a few are genuine like I consider truthful is Matt Wommack of Colorado Springs Bible College to be genuine comes on every morning 30 minutes but he uses the name Jesus. will Yesu Christ hear us when we pray in Jesus name as we did before learned the Yesu name and of course my family still does as you know. I miss my brother, my dad and mother. My wifes pastor came to see us and brought his son back to see my art and likes it very much. He promised to show some of it in the church, that will break all records if he does. His son is very smart about 13 years old and is studying art in school. God has provided our needs. ------------- I wonder if Rebecca decided against the 20 ft. painting because of the date 2012 on it? " teller that they roll it out on the floor in what water University Art show. -------------- nobody knows or understands how much Lord has blessed this with material things yet I did not take it serious enough to keep my eyes steadily up all Lord and use his with the rather than a mile mild. My main concern is if I have sinned against a Holy Spirit by ignoring. That always felt that I it was serving God and that an angel was riding with me until I painted the heaven and hell series for the show in Chicago. I began to think our was headed for hell more than for heaven, I felt unworthy for the heaven and the Kingdom of God. During the night I suddenly remembered the prodigal son and the story of the 90 and nine where Christ the shepherd left the 99 Sheikh to go searching for the one at that was lost. That gave me some encouragement yet this morning I felt like that did not have the energy to arise and face another day. my negligence resulted Adam total disaster for me and my family and my crippling or half of my adult life. Until just over one year ago I've felt comfortable with what I was doing, with the vision to paint art and the pursuing Ministry. However, when I got sick and troubled strolled struggling to live through one night at a time, I remember all of the evil things box and actions that I could always see death not life. http://adonis49.wordpress.com/2012/05/21/the-role-of-zionist-ashkenazi-khazarian-in-the-bolshevik-soviet-revolution/